All my life I've been searching for this LOVE.
Have I found it yet? I cannot say.
All I can say is that I've felt pain.
Endless pain.
Endless breaks.
Endless misery.
If love is so painful,then why do I long for it?
Why do I search for this pain?
Some say love is the greatest feeling in the world!
Some say love is the answer to everything.
I say love is unconditional.
Unconditional Love.
What is unconditional love?
To be able to love him without wanting anything in retun.
To be able to be happy for him just because he's happy.
Not wanting to possess.
Not wanting to own him.
If I Love him, set him free , let him go.
Be there for him.
If he loves me back, then I'll have everything.
But if he doesn't love me back.
It doesn't mean I've never loved before,
It just mean that I met the right person at the wrong time .
If he doesn't love me back, be there, don't get in his way,
Just be there for him.
I will love him with all I have and hide that great love of mine,
deep down inside my heart .
Never let him know how I feel because it will ruin everything.
Just seeing him is enough.
Just being able to share a part of my life with him is enough.
That's all I ask for.
His friendship.
Nothing else.
Some might say I'm stupid,
Some might say I'm dumb,
Some might say i'm hurting myself.
But love is the greatest feeling in the world.
I've searched for it all my life and now that I've found it,
How can I let it go? I can't.
All I can do it hope that one day he will return my love to me.
Mend my broken heart.
Love me back.
But that's just hoping that one day he will realize my love for him.
I don't expect anything from him.
I expect him to realize that.
I don't expect to own him.
I love him for who he is,
Not what he does or what he says.
Simply just who he is.
He makes me happy,
He makes me laugh,
He makes me cry,
He makes me mad.
I shall remember those times.
I shall bury it deep down inside my heart.
I shall keep this a secret becuse that's what he wants.
I shall love him with all my heart and soul until the day I die.
I shall love him until the day I can't love anymore.
"........ " will always have a place in my heart.
And I shall ask for nothing in return.
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