WHAT IS LOVE?

All my life I've been searching for this LOVE.
Have I found it yet? I cannot say.
All I can say is that I've felt pain.
Endless pain.
Endless breaks.
Endless misery.
If love is so painful,then why do I long for it?
Why do I search for this pain?
Some say love is the greatest feeling in the world!
Some say love is the answer to everything.
I say love is unconditional.
Unconditional Love.
What is unconditional love?
To be able to love him without wanting anything in retun.
To be able to be happy for him just because he's happy.
Not wanting to possess.
Not wanting to own him.
If I Love him, set him free , let him go.
Be there for him.
If he loves me back, then I'll have everything.
But if he doesn't love me back.
It doesn't mean I've never loved before,
It just mean that I met the right person at the wrong time .
If he doesn't love me back, be there, don't get in his way,
Just be there for him.
I will love him with all I have and hide that great love of mine,
deep down inside my heart .
Never let him know how I feel because it will ruin everything.
Just seeing him is enough.
Just being able to share a part of my life with him is enough.
That's all I ask for.
His friendship.
Nothing else.
Some might say I'm stupid,
Some might say I'm dumb,
Some might say i'm hurting myself.
But love is the greatest feeling in the world.
I've searched for it all my life and now that I've found it,
How can I let it go? I can't.
All I can do it hope that one day he will return my love to me.
Mend my broken heart.
Love me back.
But that's just hoping that one day he will realize my love for him.
I don't expect anything from him.
I expect him to realize that.
I don't expect to own him.
I love him for who he is,
Not what he does or what he says.
Simply just who he is.
He makes me happy,
He makes me laugh,
He makes me cry,
He makes me mad.
I shall remember those times.
I shall bury it deep down inside my heart.
I shall keep this a secret becuse that's what he wants.
I shall love him with all my heart and soul until the day I die.
I shall love him until the day I can't love anymore.
"........ " will always have a place in my heart.
And I shall ask for nothing in return.

Awakening of the subconscious Mind

Often, people assume that they are in control of things around them. Circumstances, situations, environmental factors, decisions, choices; anything that is dependent on logic and reason and conscious experience, people believe they are truly in control of these elements. Yet what they do not understand is that they are in actuality at the mercy of these factors, rather than the other way around.
At least, until they are "awakened."
What does being "awakened" truly mean? It simply means being aware of one's own subconscious programming, and having the ability to make positive alterations to it as one chooses. It may seem like a complex theory, but the truth is, it is simpler than one might think.
Let us use an example to illustrate this point."............" is a 50 year old businessman, yet when it comes to relationships he is unable to settle down and form for himself a happy, fulfilling relationship. According to his complaints, he is unable to find a woman who is not domineering and seeking to control him. He is confused, because any woman he finds attractive ends up becoming controlling and suffocating, despite him thinking that they were fine to begin with.
The thing that "........" is unaware of is the fact that his inability to form a relationship with a woman, his feelings about these women being domineering and controlling, is actually caused by his own subconscious program, one that might have been ingrained into him at some point of his life. It could be due to an early experience that automatically triggers the negative emotions associated with domineering and controlling elements when it comes to women, and the best guess anyone could make would be a past failed relationship. This subconscious programming has thus become a part of who he is, because he truly believes that it is true, and he has subconsciously made it as part of his core beliefs.
This problem with the subconscious is not uncommon.
It can, however, be overcome by awakening one's hidden mind power. This mind power can, quite literally, rewrite the subconscious program ingrained in one's mind into the contrary. For example, in "........." case, if one were to trigger the awakening of his hidden mind power, he would be able to make a conscious decision with regards to his beliefs about domineering women. He would have the power to break free from his conditioning and take complete control of his life. He would have the ability to make rational decisions based on his own desires rather than unwittingly sabotaging his chances of forming a meaningful relationship with the woman of his choice.

सबब अकले पन का

सबब पूछते हैं लोग अकेले पन का ,
कोई किया जाने साये की तरहां  मेरे साथ रहता है वोह !
उस के बदन की नज्देकियां नहीं मिलती सालों तक ,
मेरी रूह को छूता है वोह !
जन्मों से उस की आवाज़  सुनने को तरसती थी ,
पर अब तो हर रोज़ दिल की बातें करता है वोह !
कोई किया जाने मुझ से क्या क्या बातें करता है वोह !
समां जाता है मेरी नस नस में, दौर्ड़ता है  मेरी रग रग  में ,
कोई किया जाने मुझ से किस कदर गुल मिलता है वोह !
यह झूट है की में उस के बिना नहीं रह सकती,
सच्च तो यह है की मेरे बिना नहीं रहता है वोह !
उसकी ज़िंदगी हूँ में  उसकी हर ख़ुशी हूँ में ,
खो जाती हूँ में पागल उसकी बातों में ,
पिघल जाती हूँ में उसकी साँसों में ,
कोई किया जाने किस दौर से चाहता है वोह !
अगर वोह झूट है तो सच्च नहीं है कुछ भी यहाँ  ,
बस इक हकीकत है वोह !
छोड़ दूँ  किस लिये  खुवाबों  की दुनिया ,
वोह जो जिस में नहीं है वोह !
कोई क्या जाने मरी दुनिया है वोह!
जुदा हैं हम इक दुसरे से ज़माने की निगाहाओं में,
कोई लमहा नहीं ऐसा के अलग मुझ से है वोह!
न  मिले शाइद उम्र भर वोह!
मगर यह सच्च है ज़माने के उसकी  हूँ में,
और मेरा है वोह!
न कोई पूछे  सबब  मेरी तन्हाई का ,
कियूं के हर घर्ड़ी हर पल मेरे साथ रहता है वोह !
 

Sealed it with a kiss

I can't promise you forever,
but I can promise this,
I'll offer you the best of me,
and seal it with a kiss.

I can't promise that our travel
will be all glad and free.
But sweety, I will love you
with all the best of me.

When rain is pouring down,
and stormy winds are blowing -
When troubled days surround,
we're cold, and it is snowing.
I can't turn off the weather,
or stop the Hands of Time.
But facing things together,
is a comfort we can find.

You can't promise me the Road ahead
will be all fun and light.
I don't ask a thing of you,
except to treat Love right.
If we are faithful partners,
and keep our loving true,
We can weather every storm,
and still keep loving through.

Two can halve the troubles,
and neither stand alone.
Every pleasure doubles,
and everywhere is 'home.'
If we walk on together,
through both the dark and light.
We can weather the weather,
through every day and night.

I can't promise you forever,
but I can promise this,
I'll offer you the best of me,
and seal it with a kiss.

I can't promise that our Journey
will be all glad and free.
But, sweety, I will love you
with all the best of me.

Just want you to know

It is not easy for me to say
What lies deep in my heart?
How happy I am when you are near me.
How unhappy I am when you are not with me
Only a thought of you
Make me the happiest person in the world
And everything you say and do
Brings sunshine to my life
But I am sure you always know
In your own special way
What I want to say and understand
How I feel.
Words really can’t express my love
Instead it must be shown
In moments that have meaning
For the two of us alone
So I hope you will see how much I care
With every smile, with every kiss
And every dream we share.

Two halves

A heart was broken into two halves
and sent to opposite ends of the world.
The two halves wandered the earth for centuries, jumping from person to person hoping to find the other half, the perfect fit.

Love is simple and kind.
It is magnetic and forceful.
It gives us strength and fortitude.

He is husband.
He is lover.
He is confidante.
He is friend.

Take the leap of faith
and the other half of your heart
is sure to catch you.

After its many travels,
the two halves were united.

One half said to the other, “I found what I have been searching for all this time. I have found love. I have found you.”